My Story with Human Design Part 2
If you missed Part 1 - You can read here!
(Ok so there's some major pieces that i’m leaving out FOR NOW ;) I’ll share one day soon….so fill in the blanks until then)!!
BUT…
God led me to Human Design
Since mid 2019 I’ve been leaning way more into God.
I have grown up Catholic and my family has instilled so much faith and trust in God, however my own relationship wasn’t really organic and I felt that. I knew it.
Into my Experiment and Leadership with HD, I was hit with gut-wrenching situations…one after another, soon after becoming pregnant with Hendrix.
At the exact same time of confusion, anxiety attacks, fear and pure-WTF, I was experiencing pure BLISS, joy, and freaking abundance.
Nothing made sense.
I knew this was a huge sign and push for me to continue to align deeper with my HD, blindly following my path.
It also helped me see and dive deep into where I was misaligned, especially within my Solar Plexus.
My Solar Plexus would pick up energies that needed to be healed, and I would almost get sucked into thinking that’s how I was meant to work - the guilt, feeling badly, not wanting anyone to feel like that, trying to heal and help...yet it left me full of stress, anxiety and feelings I seriously did NOT like to feel (not out of avoidance, out of alignment).
So I continued to be aware, live my human experience, and align - working on awareness within my Solar Plexus, a higher vibration of it, and truly living my Projector Energy.
In the last few months before having Hendrix I kept thinking to myself, I wish there was a modern Church I could go to, that I felt connected to, matched my vibe and desires and truly gave me some deeper connection and insight.
In October 2019 (a month and a half after having Hendrix), I was likely breastfeeding and chillin on Insta, and just like that was guided to a friend's Insta stories. God sent me a message - it was a story she did showing the new, modern, welcoming Church she was going to….I was like WHAATTTT!!!!
So obviously. I listened to my spleen and that Sunday packed up the 2 littles and a newborn, and headed to new Church without REALLY knowing anyone (so unlike my Projector self) - but there was no fear this time, just a sense of YES, this is good for you.
I just felt I needed to be there.
From the moment we walked in, I knew this was right.
It helped me understand faith and my own experience in a real, human, yet powerful and beautiful way.
It was nourishing my soul.
I felt connected.
Guided.
Supported.
And safe.
Much of what was talked about I was able to connect with my life and especially to internal intuition, authenticity, and truly, entrepreneurship.
It allowed me to see my own self, in a whole new light. My mission, my passion, my IMPACT and how I can trust my spleen even more.
It helped me make connections to Human Design and God - our path and journey there. How we’re wired so differently and why.
I feel like such a baby in faith still. To be honest sometimes even really scared.
In the months I’ve needed to lean into God the most, somehow had the most internal power, have also been my most difficult emotional months, and then at the same time my most abundant financial months.
It feels good not to carry it all alone.
It feels even better to TRUST the path and process, knowing I’m always been led to my power and what IS right for me, even amidst a storm.
My journey closer to God isn’t defined - it’s so open and vague it’s hard for me to even explain.
In the months after I took those first steps, so much unfolded (in both bliss and heartache), I had NO other answers but to begin to merge HD with God, working all at the same time.
Please Note ***I am NOT teaching that HD is God. HD is a system that does not ask you to believe anything , it is not a religion.
THIS IS MY OWN EXPERIENCE.
So I found prayer.
I saw God working.
Miracles.
Trust in myself.
My Design working effortlessly, with all odds against me
My Spleen (Authority aka God)….
Mind. Freaking. Blown.
In Hindsight we see so clearly.
I now see God was working so long ago to Lead me to HD.
He was giving me the tools I needed to hear hum, trust myself, and go down a path that hadn’t been walked down before, because I was meant to.
He was preparing me and helping me with HD to be fully in my Power when life went upside down.
To be the person I’m designed to be and have enough trust in myself to continue to be her, for myself and my kids.
God led me to HD.
HD has led me to ME.
By being ME I’ve opened a portal of power and abundant overflow (available to us all).
This path is designed and working FOR us.
Whatever higher power you believe and see in your life, it’s there - whatever you call it - Source, the Universe, God, Faith….
See it, move with it, trust it...
And Use HD to SUPPORT you ..
To help you move through this physical world so it can make sense.
To turn up your own internal power.
To make bold moves that make NO sense, yet make perfect sense (Hello all of our Authorities)!
How can your HD bring you where you need to be?
Trust, move, be blown away.
Access your truth, your authenticity, your power - you were born for it, and it’s all so perfect - and you are so supported!
Xx,
Amy
